memories…

I can go days, sometimes even weeks without remembering that night… Sure, Jason’s constant pain and limited movement is always there, but it’s become such a part of our life, that I hardly associate it with what happened, it’s just always there. But some nights, like last night, the sounds and smells and fear of that night hit me hard and I lie in bed for hours not able to get the images out of my mind. Some nights, I’m close to tears as waves of memories wash over me, drowning me, consuming my every thought.

Nights like that are hard to get through.

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